Moderately Depressed

Moderately Depressed
A side of panic attacks
Time to give it a rest

It's not so severe
That I hate life
But that's what I fear

It's not so mild
That I can just ignore it
My brain is going wild

I'm losing all my interests
Nothing really makes me happy
Happiness- I miss it.

Fake smiles and fake laughs
Can you tell that somethings wrong?
Good things- they never last

Moderately Depressed
A side of panic attacks
Time to give life a rest

I don't

I hate this. I hate this.
Do you know how much I hate you?
I hate this. I hate this.
So much I think I love you.

I can't stand it. I can't stand it.
I can't stand to be around you.
I can't stand it. I can't stand it.
How all I want is to be with you.

I don't like this. I don't like this.
Do you know how much I don't like you?
I don't like this. I don't liek this.
All I feel is love for you.

I don't want it. I don't want it.
I don't want to be around you.
I don't want it. I don't want it.
I don't want to want to be with you.

Perfectly Content

I saw your face again
Everything went wrong
I was perfectly content
With everything until then
You brought back memories
That haven't been explored in so long
Time passes by so fast
I cant understand it
But I know that I hate it
I want to go back in time
I want to relive my life
Help me
Help me do this
If it wasn't for seeing you again
If it wasn't for hugging you again
If it wasn't for hearing you again
I'd still be perfectly content