This is not Me

You see a ray of sunshine.
I feel this stray of darkness.
I want to scream and whine!
Feeling like dirt; but less.
I'm not really who I am.
I'm not really who you know.
I try so hard and pretend.
But really I put on a show.
I don't want you to see.
I can't mess things up.
You can't know the real me.
So for now I'll pretend to be tough.
I am week inside.I am kind of depressed.
And it will always hide,
Deep inside my chest.
You see a ray of sunshine.
I feel a stray of darkness.
I want to scream and whine!
Feeling like dirt; but less.

Sick and in Pain

My throat is hurting.
My little sister got me sick.
My ear drum busted.
My step mom Q-Tipped it.
I didn't go to school.
My ear bled a lot.
Being sick isn't cool.
Or at least that's what I'm taught.
I went to the ER.
They told me the bad news.
We got into the car.
Then, I called every one that knew.
I can't wet my ear.
Until at least tomorrow.
I can't hardly hear.
It brings my step mom sorrow.
I'm sick and in pain.
I might need surgery.
I'm sick and in pain.
Soon we will see.

My Heart

My heart is very fragile
But people test it all the time
It tends to take a while
So I use the rhyme
I try and try again
To show that im hurting
I show as many signs as i can
But i dont wanna be a burden
I lay in my bed and cry
Im really very sad
I continue to lie
It makes me so mad
I think i can trust you
But really i cant
I do everything i can do
But its never meant
I need some one that i can talk to
I bottle everything up and soon explode
Im so confused and dont know what to do
On my shoulders, i have a huge load

My Ring Rap

hey Princess, your phone is ringing
you need to your ringing phone
some one is calling you
thats why your phone go ring-ring
some ones on the other line
and all you be do is waste time
hey princess your phone is ringing
you need to answer your ringing phone
ring-ring ring-ring ring-RING

Songs

Songs are a way to release feelings
You release how you feel
They help you through problems
They really make you deel
They make you feel better
During a tough time
You tell people what you feel
Except they're in a rhyme
You make people realize
The real and true you
All in just an album
That's made in star if you
You write when you're happy
You write when you're sad
You right about you past
And the times you had

My Life

Not simple. Kind of hard.
Many Descisions. Made by me.
My life. In my hand.
I choose what's to be.
Facing fears. Evreyday.
World spinning. Constaintly.
Changing always. Never the same.
Everything, is based on me.
What if I mess up?
What if I don't do it right?
It doesn't matter anyway.
I will always fight.
I won't give up.
And I won't forget.
My world's on my shoulders.
I hope I don't regret.

Family or Me???

Family is supposed to be there,
When you really need to.
They're supposed to help,
and support in what you do.
But where is the family,
That I once knew?
Why has my life,
Become so blue?
I guess it's not my family.
It probably is me.
I can't handle the change.
That I must rearange.
Why am I not there,
When I need myself.
I tend to slip away,
When I need me to help.

Me

People say im shy.
People say I'm weird.
I say I am life.
That is very dared.
People say I'm a dork :)
People say I'm nice.
I say we over look.
And can't jujde what we hide.
Thank you for the comments.
Thank you for the choice.
Your welcome for the honesty.
Your welcome for my voice.
I speek whats on my mind.
I like people to know me.
But really I hide.
My true reality.

Love

Love is like a storm.
It rains all over you.
And when it goes away.
You start to see the blue.
When its rain,
you see the sun.
But when it's love,
You see no one.
Love comes and goes.
But its also kinda painful.
No one ever knows.
Buts sometimes, it is gainful.
It hurts when it leaves.
But its good when it comes.
Some times I wish it wouldn't be.
That way you wouldn't feel the numb.

Waiting

I discovered a site called snapfish.com
Dad asked me to upload some pix.
I can do that yea sure no prob.
I think my computer needs to be fixed.
Its' taking for ever.
For just 20 pictures.
It will be ready 10 years past never.
I kinds wanna play with my sister's lizard.
So I'm just sitting here waiting.
I'm so very board.
Thinking and debating.
Should I upload some more?

Summer

Summer can be fun.
Doing something every day.
But sometimes there's no one,
To come out and play.
So far with my summer,
No day is the same.
Some times it's quite a bummer.
And sometimes it is lame.
The other times it's hot.
And other times it's great.
Summer's half way over.
And it came way too late.
School will start again.
And you'll make a whole new slate.

Sisters

Sisters, what can I say about them.
They are always there for you.
We always make a good team.
No matter what we do.
We love eachother always.
That's what we're there for.
We sometimes get in some fights.
Shall I tell you more?
We share the same blood.
And sometimes we don't.
Rather you're half, real, or step buds.
It don't matter and it won't.
Sisters are like best friends.
But closer to you.
be there until no end.
No matter what they do.

End of the Year

I want to cry
It's so sad
I don't know why
It hurts so bad
School is done
And they should
Tears won't come
I wish they would
No more friends
It's not fun
School's an end
With no one
All the crying
All the tears
I'm just sighing
But I can hear
Every one giving hugs
Everyone talking sadly
Boy this really bugs
Hope to see you next year

This is My Home

This is where I live.
This is where I am.
What do you want me to give?
I am not your lamb.
You are not my Shepard.
I am not your sheep.
But I am a leopard.
And this is where I sleep.
This is my home.
Where I belong.
You may freely rome.
I will sing you my song.
Enjoy yourself here.
You are fully welcome.
Be as gentle as a deer.
I could use some helpin'.

POETRY

Purpose
Onomatopoeia
Excitement
Talent
Realistic
You who is the creater

Colors of Happiness

Yellow is the happiness
Red is the fall
Green is the trees and leaves
Orange is it all
Blue is the sky and sea
And purple... purple is me

We Can't Not Be Friends

We can't not be friends and you know it. I showed you my sight that proves I'm a poet.
I tell you my secrets most people don't know. I would never touch you with my dirty toe.
We got in a fight. So what? No big deal. This thing can't be broken. It's signed and sealed.
I walked away and didn't want to hear you. "I am not real mad, it's just for my yearbook".
That's not a good reason to do what I did. I just have a really hard head.
I sat alone at lunch. When you were surrounded by a bunch.
I was so close to tears and in such fear. Despite of all that, I give you my hat.
You said you're my best friend until no end. You asked me to call you in 10. (years)
something so stupid can't split us apart. I can't take this any more. It's braking my heart.
I don't know why this fight ever happened. I think I'm gonna cry. I need a napkin.
I just felt betrayed you all would do that. You were wiping your feet and I was the mat.
It's hard for me to admit defeat But trust me girl, you got me beat.
Please be my friend, once again. Not for pretend or it is the end.
We can't not be friends and you know it. I showed you my sight that proves I'm a poet.

Finally Summer

It's the end of the year.
School is almost over.
It's time to laugh and cheer.
It's no more a poser.
Summer is a coming.
Say goodbye to all your friends.
Every one's a humming.
The school year is at an end.
I'm gonna miss this place.
The class room and the teachers.
The people and the grade.
Keep in touch with your BFF's.
Get their address and their numbers.
Pull out the lot and take a left.
It is finally summer.

Happy, Happy, Happy!

Happy, Happy, Happy. Sad, Sad, Sad.
Boy these children make me mad.
Sad, Sad, Sad. Happy, Happy, Happy.
This routine is old. Just like a pappy.
Poke, Poke, Poke. Touch, Touch, Touch.
Why do people like to bother me so much.
Touch, Touch, Touch. Poke, Poke, Poke.
Of everything, they make a joke.
Laugh, Laugh, Laugh. Giggle, giggle, giggle.
Look at these babies wiggle.
Giggle, Giggle, Giggle. Laugh, Laugh, Laugh.
Such immaturity deserves a slap.
Funny, Funny, Funny. Ha, Ha, Ha.
All this talk is Goo-Goo Ga-Ga.
Ha, Ha, Ha. Funny, Funny, Funny.
One day I'll be famous. And have all the money.

My Doggy

My doggy is so cute
Small and furry
Sometimes we can't play
Because I'm in a hurry
I love him so much
Spending time and having fun
All the time is not enough
He compares to no one
He is sitting on my lap
Right now as I type
He wants to do it too
But he won't do it right
My doggy is so cute
Small and furry

Friends

It's time to party.
Time to have fun.
It's time to laugh,
And time to run.
Chase each other around the house.
In the dark playing boogie man.
Being opposite of a mouse.
No need to have to pretend.
We can be ourselves.
Just hanging with our friends.
Clearing off the shelves.
I hope this never ends.
Knowing that you love them.
Knowing that they love you too.
No matter what happens.
No matter what you say or do.
They're the ones that get you.
Know what you're about.
They love you anyway.
And that's what it's about.

Lacking

I think you know what I'm thinking.
I think you know how I feel.
I think you know what I'm talking about,
When I say that I can't heel.
It's happened over and over.
I've always been able to bounce back.
But this time was different.
This time I was of lack.
I was lacking strength.
Lacking ability.
Lacking words.
But not humility,
Now I am of alone,
Sitting here crying.
Because of what you did.
That left my soul dying.
But I must say,
That it doesn't seem that way.
I'm good at hiding the truth.
My feeling that aloof.
For I was lacking.

I Don't Know What To Do

I don't know what to do.
I don't know what to say.
I don't know about you.
I don't think I can stay.
I know that I must go.
For I must be alone.
But something you must show.
Will keep me out of know.
Not knowing what to say.
Not knowing what to do.
Not thinking I can stay.
I'm really not trusting you.

Breaking

Why does every one want to hurt me?
Why am I the object of pain?
Why does no one try to think?
Think of the feelings inside of me.
I know I'll get over it.
I can't stay mad long.
But I'll just keep loosing in the end.
And my heart will soon be gone.
Either if it runs away.
Or if it decides to brake.
It is not what I will blame.
For I wish that I could do the same.

Not me but you

You see my eyes.
You see my face.
You see my body.
You see my raise.
That is what matters to you.
Not really me.
You like to try to rue
everything I might be.
I'm sorry for you.
That will not happen.
Trust it will not do.
Or my heart will go snapping.
It's not me it's you.
Yes o'yes that is true.
Not me not me.
But you, but you

Candles

The sweet, sweet smell of candles.
The smell of the flames as they burn.
The kind, hard smell of candles.
I don't ever stop to learn.
I don't question how or why it does it.
I don't question why the smell is pure.
I don't wonder how the flame is lit.
I don't wonder why it's such a lure.
I love the smell of candles.
That's all I really know.
The thought to stop and smell the roses
Along the side of the road.

The Fall

Brown leaves
Cool winds
School starts
And doesn't end
Bell rings
Next class
Boy the day goes by real fast
Leaves fall
Trees bare
People have to stop and stare
Natures wonders all about
What a way to lay around
Lie in the grass
Watching the clouds
You know the fall is not that loud

Shallow

We swim in a very shallow pool.
People going around thinking their cool.
You think Your better than every one else.
Really you're nothing worth talking about.
You think that you can boss me around.
Because your soul is lost and my soul is found.
I am so deep I never end.
That is what you wish that you could pretend.
People go swimming in me all the time.
Little kids splash in you without kind.
You think your all that, but honey your not.
I think you must know that you are not hot.
We live in a very shallow pool.
People going around thinking their cool.

Happily Ever After

When I am young I'll meet a boy.
We'll play all day with just 1 toy.
It won't matter what it is.
Just as long as it is his.
It won't matter what we play.
As long as we do it all day.
He always loves to share.
With what I really don't care.
When we get older, he'll ask me to dance.
Our feet will move with little romance.
He works up the nerve to ask me out.
When I say "no" he truly will pout.
I will feel bad.
And he will feel sad.
So I will say yes.
It will be the best.
We'll have a fun time.
His hand in mine.
He'll kiss me good night.
It will feel so right.
We will hang around.
And go down town.
When we are grown he'll kneel on his knee.
And I will say yes. My voice will have glee.
The time will go by faster.
And we will live happily ever after.

The Funniest Poem Ever! By: My Cousin

Playing the Flute.
Eating at the Loop.
Don't ever yell.
Or even tell.


I'll always be by your side.
Through thickness and thin.
Don't ever yell.
Or even tell.

Purple is Me

The sun is brown.
The dirt is blue.
The water is white.
The clouds are red.
The fire is green.
The leaves are yellow.
And purple is Me.

P.O.E.T.R.Y.

P is for practice that doesn't take a lot.
O is for the outburst that you let out.
E is for excitement that we all know.
T is for thankfulness that we have to show.
R is for reluctant that you have to be.
Y is for your reading this made totally by me.

Find Something To Ruin

I know who you are.
I know what your doing.
Your looking around
to find something to ruin.
I wasn't good enough.
Now my life's done.
I tried real hard to be tough.
But you've seem to won.
So go along.
Find some one else.
But trust me dude,
you need some help.

Think Twice

Think Twice.
If you could only see.
The things inside of me.
If you only saw what I was shown.
If you only heard what I was told.
If you only knew the things I know.
If you only knew the things I thought.
I do not wish the curse upon you.
For no one deserves something like that.
If only you would ever...
think before you spoke,think before you did.
Thought for just a moment otherwise.
For I have reasons for being who I am.
How I act. and what I do.
No one can change the past.
But anyone can change the future.
Rather for selfless or selfishness.
Be thankful for the things you do and don't have.
Just please o'please o'please...think twice.

Do You Know Me?

Yes. I am here.

No. You cannot see me.

Yes. I am here.
No. You cannot hear me.
I'm invisible to your eye.
You only see my disguise.
I'm deaf in your ear.
It's like I'm nowhere near.
You're blind to my beauty.
What's on the inside.
You're deaf to my voice.
That is truly kind.

No. I am gone.

Yes. I am not here.

No. I am not speaking.

For my voice is not clear.

I am not visible.

You see right threw my eyes.

No. You are just deaf.

For I am telling no lies.

You're blind to my soul.

What really lies inside.

You're deaf to my scream.

The scream that I hide.

Because you don't see,

what's truly inside of me.

No More Nite Frights

Today I feel so good.
this is something I never thought would.
Happen for a while.
Because I am so tired.
I slept real good last night.
I had no dream frights.
So I was happy in the morning.
And ready for my schooling.
People thought I was always grouchy.
But really it was them.
The people in my nightmares.
Were there until no end.
But now it's finally over.
the worst is now done.
Excuse me. I must get ready.
To enjoy todays sun.

Me and My Mom

Me are my mom are close.
Sometimes we get pushed away.
I don't really see her much.
Especially not today.
A lot has happened with us.
But she won't ever give up.
She tries to make things better.
But so far she's having no luck.
I hate to talk about her.
Or think about where she is.
It will always crash my nerves.
Until this whole thing ends.
She loves me so much.
I love her too.
No one can see.
Not even you.