Happy Birthday

She's quiet, but loud
She's out and proud
She's nice, but mean
She's cool and clean
The best part about it,
is that she's my friend
I'll be here for her
until the end.

You

You took the depression out of my life.
You came in and gave me light.
You brought with you happiness.
All of those thing- I will miss.
You picked me up when I was down.
You completely turned my life around.
You were my safe place.
The only one I have, in this case.
I felt totally comfortable around you.
If there was something I could say or something I could do.
I wish I could have you back into my arms.
So I can feel your skin and its warmth.
I want to look you in the eye.
And see the smile that arrives.
I want you to be mine again.
You are my best friend.
Maybe in the future,
We'll continue this further.

I love... You

I love it when you look at me, It makes me want to smile
I love to look back at you, It makes every day worth while
I love to feel the touch of your hand, It makes me feel safe
I love to know when I can see you, It makes me not want to wait
I love to hear you talk to me, or just to hear your voice
I love to know when you're with me that it is your choice
I love it when you walk by me so we can be together
I love how you tell me things that involve forever
I love how you always make me feel so good about myself
I love how you are always so conceded in yourself
I guess what I'm trying to say is I love everything you do
Really and truely, I am in love with you

Secret Stalker :)

Secret Stalker is my name
Stalking you is my game
I love you more than you could ever know
But its a secret, it cant ever show

hahaha i luv u (3

Family

Family is like a gift
You love it when you get them
Family is like a gift
You hate that you can't return them

Love

Love is something magical.
Nothing can replace it.
Love is so emotional.
But who could ever hate it?

Love may bring you pain.
Love may bring you sorrow.
Nothing you can't gain.
Nothing you can borrow.

Love can make you cry.
Love can make you mad.
Love can make you fly.
Love is something you must have.

Love is something magical.
Nothing can replace it.
Love is so emotional.
But who could ever hate it?

This is not Me

You see a ray of sunshine.
I feel this stray of darkness.
I want to scream and whine!
Feeling like dirt; but less.
I'm not really who I am.
I'm not really who you know.
I try so hard and pretend.
But really I put on a show.
I don't want you to see.
I can't mess things up.
You can't know the real me.
So for now I'll pretend to be tough.
I am week inside.I am kind of depressed.
And it will always hide,
Deep inside my chest.
You see a ray of sunshine.
I feel a stray of darkness.
I want to scream and whine!
Feeling like dirt; but less.

Sick and in Pain

My throat is hurting.
My little sister got me sick.
My ear drum busted.
My step mom Q-Tipped it.
I didn't go to school.
My ear bled a lot.
Being sick isn't cool.
Or at least that's what I'm taught.
I went to the ER.
They told me the bad news.
We got into the car.
Then, I called every one that knew.
I can't wet my ear.
Until at least tomorrow.
I can't hardly hear.
It brings my step mom sorrow.
I'm sick and in pain.
I might need surgery.
I'm sick and in pain.
Soon we will see.

My Heart

My heart is very fragile
But people test it all the time
It tends to take a while
So I use the rhyme
I try and try again
To show that im hurting
I show as many signs as i can
But i dont wanna be a burden
I lay in my bed and cry
Im really very sad
I continue to lie
It makes me so mad
I think i can trust you
But really i cant
I do everything i can do
But its never meant
I need some one that i can talk to
I bottle everything up and soon explode
Im so confused and dont know what to do
On my shoulders, i have a huge load