My Decision

I feel like i could throw up
i really dont wana grow up
i dont know what im supposed to do
and now im supposed to choose
why is this my choice
do u wana hear my voice
i hate this so much
i am so not tough
i just cant handle this
there is no throwing fits
theres no squeezing my way out
i want to scream and shout
if i could have one wish
this would b my wish
everything to go my way
just this 1 time, this 1 day
ill do anything you ask
ill do any complex task
help me with what i need
ill get on my knees and plead
i need some one to talk to
i just dont know what to do!
I dont know who to be.
but this is my decision and it is up to me