Kidnap

Okay so today
I decided to rob a bank
I stole a cop car
And yes I got away
I got the money for you
Of course I will get some too
You tell me to share it
When I ask what I should do
Whats next on my list
What else should I get
Its time to kidnap
This you wont forget
Im gona kidnap you
But what else could I do
I guess its time for torture
But only cuz you told me to
How will I do this
Ill make you a promise
Im not giving you back
And ill seal that with a kiss
Now Im on the run
Haha that was fun
You know Im just joking
But still dont tell no one ;)

Dont Hurt Me

Im putting my trust in you
I hope that it works out
Please dont hurt me
I couldnt handle that now
I was hurt before
It was not a fun thing
I dont like it very much
So please just dont hurt me
I like you, I really do
I think about you all the time
You are my distraction
And I want you in my life
I feel like you'll protect me
Cuz you dont like it when im hurt
When I wake up in the morning
I think about you first
Im putting my trust in you
I hope that it works out
Please dont hurt me
I couldnt handle that now

Let Me Cry On You

Please let me cry on you
cuz i dont know wat to do
please talk to me
even if you cant see
please take time out
to hear me when i shout
please dont tell me to hush
im just going through so much

I need to see you,
hear you, be with you
anything to make me feel safe
sum1 to make everything ok
im so confused
on wat i should do
so much is piled on me
i feel like i cant breath

Dont bring this back up
i just need a hug
dont just hear me speak
please just talk to me
give me sum advice
just so i can survive
i do need you right now
but dont try to make me smile

Please let me cry on you
cuz i dont know wat to do
please talk to me
even if you cant see
please take time out
to hear me when i shout
please dont tell me to hush
im just going through so much

My Decision

I feel like i could throw up
i really dont wana grow up
i dont know what im supposed to do
and now im supposed to choose
why is this my choice
do u wana hear my voice
i hate this so much
i am so not tough
i just cant handle this
there is no throwing fits
theres no squeezing my way out
i want to scream and shout
if i could have one wish
this would b my wish
everything to go my way
just this 1 time, this 1 day
ill do anything you ask
ill do any complex task
help me with what i need
ill get on my knees and plead
i need some one to talk to
i just dont know what to do!
I dont know who to be.
but this is my decision and it is up to me

Im Lost

Lost in Decisions
Lost in Emotions
Lost in Truth and Lies
Lost in my own Mind
Lost in Life
Lost in the World
Lost in Thought
LOST

What I tell myself vs- the truth

This one is different- Guys are all the same
Its them, not me- it is me cuz im making excuses for them
Everything is perfect- Nothings ever what it seems
This person will never hurt me- everyone will hurt me at one point.
I can trust you- maybe. but that doesnt mean I should be telling you all this
Love is the best feeling in the world- we dont even know what love is
This friendship is pure- Thats what we think now
We're perfect for eachother- no we're not.
I'll never get over this- I will, but it'll take time.
I understand- I dont know anything.
I wanna hear this- No i dont because its gonna hurt me but ill let you tell me to make yourself feel better
I am and I do what I want- I am and I do what everyone else wants
Always- It'll fade
Forever- Never.

Romeo and Juliet (an old poem) part 2

I love you with all my heart.
I wish to see you everyday.
I wish not to be apart.
I love you in everyway.
But you are Romeo.
And I am Juliet.
And now you must go.
Or you will always regret.
I would risk it all.
Risk it all for you.
But I wish not to fall.
'Cause what if its not true.
If you change your mind.
I am in a hole.
Not able to find.
My place or my home.
I would be in trouble.
But you would be just fine.
Now lets be humble.
Its alot worse than whats in mind.

Romeo and Juliet (an old poem) part 1

The way I feel for u, Ive felt for no other.
I <3 you so strongly. I know you must feel smothered.
But, when you look at me, I feel something inside.
A big burst of glee, That I cannot hide.
I wish to know you forever. I want you to never leave.
We must be together. You're the other side of me.
My hand, I want you to hold. And look into my eyes.
But you are Romeo. And we are both dispised.
I am Juliet. And forever may I weep.
We should have never met. For we shall never be.
I will move away. And you will move on.
I will try to do the same. But it will be very hard.

Sleepless

I lay here. Sleepless.
I sleep. Dreamless.
I dream. Lonely.
I am. Lonely.

I lay awake at night.
Just trying to fall asleep.
I had a long day.
And I am beat.
My eyes are heavy.
Everything's still.
Yet I lay awake here.
Nothing feels real.
It works when,
I write or read.
I lay down.
And try to sleep.
But yet I'm still awake.
And now I count sheep.

I lay here. Sleepless.
I sleep. Dreamless.
I dream. Lonely.
I am. Lonely.